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Out of the Ashes, a New Beginning....
Pacific Crest Trail (Photo by US. Forest Service) |
As a child, growing up in Seaside, Oregon, I spent as much time as possible wandering the rain forest, exploring the Necanicum River, and experiencing the Clatsop and Tillamook State Forests. I loved my time in the forest, oblivious of the possibility that a black bear might paw up my tent or a rattlesnake might sink it’s fangs into my unprotected flesh. So it makes sense, I suppose, that when I most recently “ran away from home,” I should find myself returning to the forest.
Fire is an essential part of forest's ecosystem; a good lightening blaze every so many years makes it stronger. I've been thinking lately that maybe that works for people too!
Truth is, I was burned out, fed up, frustrated, and almost broke. My income had been seriously downsized in the recession, and though I tried a couple of other things that didn’t work out, I ended up losing my home, my stuff, and in some ways, my self-respect and sanity. My Mom died that fall, as did Baby (the best dog I’ve ever known and my long-time companion). My beloved granddaughter, Mandi, turned 18 and went off to further her education. I felt the need to "begin again" and there was no one left who actually depended on me, so when I had heard a woman talking about hiking the Pacific Crest Trail on NPR, I immediately decided I was going to do that....
Truth is, I was burned out, fed up, frustrated, and almost broke. My income had been seriously downsized in the recession, and though I tried a couple of other things that didn’t work out, I ended up losing my home, my stuff, and in some ways, my self-respect and sanity. My Mom died that fall, as did Baby (the best dog I’ve ever known and my long-time companion). My beloved granddaughter, Mandi, turned 18 and went off to further her education. I felt the need to "begin again" and there was no one left who actually depended on me, so when I had heard a woman talking about hiking the Pacific Crest Trail on NPR, I immediately decided I was going to do that....
Appalachian Trail Near Bigelow Preserve in Maine (Photo by US Forest Service) |
My attention grew to the Appalachian Trail, which begins in the foothills of the Appalachian Mountains and runs 2,184 miles north to Mt. Katahdin in Maine. I didn’t like the idea of hiking through the highly populated eastern states and dealing with high crime, high temperatures, and Lyme Disease-ridden ticks, but it seemed like a start. Good training, I thought, for the Pacific Crest. And it was close – $120.00 for a bus and train ticket got me there (mostly). I bought a pack, tent, sleeping bag, and as much of necessary-seeming equipment as I could afford (which wasn’t much).
I got my first physical in over ten years and was granted an overall clean bill of health, in spite of two major back injuries and a new diagnosis of C.O.P.D. The beginning of June came and I left, leaving behind my computer, perfumes and body lotions (and anything else that might attract a bear), almost all of my clothes, toilets, running water, and my family.
I could barely lift my sixty pound pack.
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